Father’s Day’s isn’t the same for me anymore. I mean I love to celebrate it for my husband because he is the father of our 3 kids; but since 1994, (the year my dad passed away) things haven’t been the same for me. Holidays are not as special. Birthdays aren’t that special either. The really sad part is that my dad never had the chance to meet any of my kids. My first child was born in 1996.
Another person that I miss dearly is my maternal grandfather. He died two years later before I gave birth to my son in 96′. He also never had the chance to meet any of my kids. I was 4 months pregnant with my son so he almost had the chance to.
The last sad fact is that my husband’s dad died when he was just a little boy, 4 or 5 years old. So my kids NEVER had and never will get the chance of having a “real” grandfather in their lives.
Maybe that’s why I’ve been feeling blah lately.
I would like to know, what makes you feel blah?
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